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Missing You

5:21 p.m. :: 2005-02-20

Jeremy,
I'm missing you right now. I think I might turn this diary into my personal letters to you and thoughts for you. We had so much, and sometimes, it's so hard to imagine that you're gone. I feel so in love with Travanti - and I yet I find myself asking, is it the same love I felt for Jeremy? You're like my best friend... Maybe I'm not to you. I still can remember how your hands on me feels. I can still remember your lips. I can still remember your touch like you were rubbing my head so softly yesterday. It's been over a week since I've seen you and it's driving me crazy.
I honest-to-jesus hope that Janet keeps you happy. I hope she never ever hurts you like I did.
I'm so sorry for all I've done. I feel my regret everyday.

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